Gareth Cousins philosophically reflects on 40 years in freelance film music, turning quiet anxieties into warrior resilience for iconic scores like Gravity, Notting Hill, Dark City and Suicide Squad. Recording Frank Ilfman's score for A Mistake in Abbey Road Studio 1 Forty years. That’s how long I’ve been riding the same relentless wave in film and television music production. I started at Abbey Road in 1986 on a 1 month trial as a wide-eyed technical engineer fresh out of an